Anger Filled Me Up

We had a conversation on Wednesday night. I was exhausted, in all respects. I couldn’t keep my eyes awake any longer and I couldn’t listen any more. My anger raged over the next two days. I scared the ones I love the most. Then I get this “having fun with your bro?” And the guilt set in. I didn’t even call to see if you wanted to see him. I didn’t call to see if you wanted to hang out. I didn’t call and invite you to go play or eat- both things you would have enjoyed. So why do I feel this way- because you softened the blow and I am now softened.