I'm...

I'm saddened that you couldn't tap into what you know is the truth
I'm sick that you don't trust me to the core of your being
I'm disheartened that your spiritual nature, which you possess so strongly, didn't prevail
I'm disconcerted that you didn't come and talk to me
I'm confused about where this is coming from, although I think I may know
I'm despondent about our friendship, and I never have been before

Most of all...
I'm disappointed in your lack of confidence in me

I do miss your ever presence in my life